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Tuesday, December 11, 2007 2:26 AM
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at this point of time,
when all motivation turns zero,
energy level is going beeping.

and whatever i looked, it just doesn't gets into my stupid brains.

i gave up.
i gave up on the hopes that i am going to score well.
i gave up the hopes that cindy's going to score well in ob.

it preceded to me that ob will be like another pom.
another subject that i gave up hopes totally.

what a useless brat you are, cindy.
fuck

understanding?
seriously, if any of you guys are reading my blog,
PLEASE CAN I BEG YOU GUYS, STOP CALLING ME being not STEADY.
seriously, i had enough.
i dint want to show the dissatisfaction in front of you guys because i dun wan you all to be disappointed.
you know i'm having test,
you called me out.
i know my priority.
studies.
so i cant join you guys.
i told you guys, i need to rush assignment so i cant join you all at st james last week.
but what response did i get?
"WA, YOU NOT STEADY?"

and next week.
after camp, i bet you will agree, it'll be a damn tiring thing.
i told you guys it'll end late.
what happened in the end, YOU CALL ME AS NOT STEADY?!
ok.
so i dint want to disappoint you guys once more. i'm 70% going out with you all after that.
but am i getting in return?
do you guys even thought of how much stress i'm going through?!
since last sem, i've neglected my studies and join you guys with all the dinners, sheesha-ing.
and what ever things.
i cant afford to do it now, do you understand?
please tell me you do.
seriously, i need understanding.
i can't be steady to every things you all said.
i got my own life and principles.
and i got to abide by.

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